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rielity back from camp and socially drained, so not talking much to anyone at all. i'm just... drained tbh, we had less than 12 hours of sleep over the whole camp (3 nights) and I was already functioning on a messed up sleep cycle before that, so I'm kind of suffering the consequences now lol. have been too tired to even think about writing, much less actually write.
probably gonna sit out of remix round too, and I'm wondering if I'll actually be able to get the shortest kuroyaku weekend fic done in time. not even considering the other fic I was halfway through. we shall see. wanted to write a thing for yaku's bday and lavi's bday (10th aug) but from the looks of it... nah.
camp had me feeling a lot of things this year. it's my third year coming back as a senior for this camp and I've also decided this is my last camp. I had amazing freshies who were enthusiastic and friendly and easy to talk to, which I'm grateful for since my first year, I didn't get to hang out much with the freshies and last year my freshies were kinda... eh.
a lot of my friends also decided this year would be their last camp, but i'm not too concerned because our freshies will be picking right up where we left off! I'm just... melancholic, I think? that this is it, that there's no more repeat button. I've made a lot of great friends over these three years, become closer to people I never thought I'd even talk to, but all things have to come to an end, don't they. here's my finish line, I guess. I'm stepping into senior year come Monday, and then it'll be a matter of months before my schooling life comes to its end. attending my friends' graduation ceremonies has made me think a lot about this, I think - of endings and beginnings and the journey in between. for my freshies, this year's camp marks the start of their uni journey, but for me and my friends, it's the end of a chapter for all of us.
siiiigh~ might blog more about the Cute Guy tomorrow, but we shall see.
probably gonna sit out of remix round too, and I'm wondering if I'll actually be able to get the shortest kuroyaku weekend fic done in time. not even considering the other fic I was halfway through. we shall see. wanted to write a thing for yaku's bday and lavi's bday (10th aug) but from the looks of it... nah.
camp had me feeling a lot of things this year. it's my third year coming back as a senior for this camp and I've also decided this is my last camp. I had amazing freshies who were enthusiastic and friendly and easy to talk to, which I'm grateful for since my first year, I didn't get to hang out much with the freshies and last year my freshies were kinda... eh.
a lot of my friends also decided this year would be their last camp, but i'm not too concerned because our freshies will be picking right up where we left off! I'm just... melancholic, I think? that this is it, that there's no more repeat button. I've made a lot of great friends over these three years, become closer to people I never thought I'd even talk to, but all things have to come to an end, don't they. here's my finish line, I guess. I'm stepping into senior year come Monday, and then it'll be a matter of months before my schooling life comes to its end. attending my friends' graduation ceremonies has made me think a lot about this, I think - of endings and beginnings and the journey in between. for my freshies, this year's camp marks the start of their uni journey, but for me and my friends, it's the end of a chapter for all of us.
siiiigh~ might blog more about the Cute Guy tomorrow, but we shall see.
